I am mentally burnt out.
Yesh I am still in the office writing up some process documentation.
Red eyes.
Painful neck.
Tired brain.
Restless body.

People start walking out of the office at 5.30pm.
I only got to taste that the beginning week of work.
I am exhausted

My manager came up to me
"Mima you add what needs to be done to this documentation. I want so-and-so included. Don't forget so-and-so. Up to you how you want to arrange it. Whatever that's there you just add and then create new ones for the rest. Then you put in content page"
TABLE OF CONTENT?!?!?!
Goodness that was ages ago that i did my school project and had to write a table of content for the software project.
I was in a daze for a while.
I worked on it for almost 3 hrs now and I am only 3/4 done.

She left me just like that.
Alone.
Stranded in the cold office room.
Leaving me to do it all by myself.
Haha! I love working with her.
Though she's a woman past her 50s, at least she's married.
Dah lah kena jadi anak baik kat rumah, its the same in the office.
I figure ni training bila tinggal dgn mak mertua nanti.
*lol*
But still its better than having to work with younger women.
Cos younger women seek for more competition.
Who wears nicer clothes than who.
Who is smarter than who
Who is bitchier than who.
Who is prettier than who
*haiz*
ME-LE-CEH-KAN
So that's why dealing with older women is better.


Cos just the other day some manjan in the office not in my department was so rude to me
Yet i never raised my voice at her
Pointed fingers and accusations at me and told my manager about me
How I found out?
My manager showed me the conversation
She said I am "just a fresh grad"

Ok!
Look here you bitch-whom-i -would-wish-to-stick-your-foot-into-your-mouth!
(i thought i could come up with something rougher than that)
Let me see.
It's been 2 years since i graduated.
2 years is not categorised as a fresh grad. Especially when they have had a couple years of working experience.

But you know what you stinking lil' one?
YES I AM A GRADUATE.
I AM INDEED A GRADUATE.
so?
ARE YOU?
If you aren't let me suggest you something.
GO BUY A DEGREE.
Get $30,000 and buy a degree.
CAN'T AFFORD TIME OR MONEY?
then shut that gawd- freakin' trap
And let me enjoy my days as a graduate.