Today was mamahuhu(ok ok in mandarin)
Nasir aka Ayie, as what he will be called at in the next posts onwards, as requested by him *roll eyes* came by at 12.15pm and i was at the toilet showering.
He had a hard time with the scanner and didnt quite know that he was hardware illiterate(not sure if there is such a word but who cares)
I was sitting down with him trying to make amendments on his resume to send out to Emirates and worse, taking full-length photos of him so many times until he was satisfied.
*lol*

He joined the family for lunch at the shop after he was done with his appointment at Toa Payoh.

Well, it was a pretty normal day for me.
Once i arrived town, i bought my necessities and headed for Mandarin Class.
I thought i would arrive on time but i was in fact 20 mins early.
Wang Loashi shared with us a very sad personal story which was why we had no lessons for the past two weeks.
I felt for her.
Haiz.
So today, we did a topic on 'Shengri Wancan' ie Birthday dinner.
As usual we had to read a passage if that topic and towards the end we were divided in fours and were asked to describe our birthday celebrations.
And i was like 'huh?'
So this Ang moh started off complaining that his girlfriend never bought him a birthday cake and he too had to work.
And that it was my turn to speak.. And i didnt know what the hell to talk.
So i just said in Mandarin, "Shang xinqi wo mei you qingzhu wo de shengri yinwei wo qu gongzuo. zheyue wo le qidai qinzhu wo de shengri keshi wo de nan pengyou likai wo. Wo de hen fanu le. hen hen fanu. Ta de shengri wo de keyi mai yige dangao. wo jiang sha ta" And I waived my fist in the air..
Thank god they laughed.
Sorry for the mandarin language but its better for most not to know. which was why i left it in Mandarin.
And yes.. it is broken Mandarin.. lol
The angmohs' can speak better than me.

Had lunch at Mac.
Cos mom was craving for chicken fan-tastic.
*lol*
And now i am home and i am going to use the toilet soon.
I need my breather.

Anyway, I had a good talk with a good friend today.
He knows what i am going through defintely
And his advice just woke me up harder. I rarely go up to him for advice but he managed to talk sense to me.
Thanks pal!

I have been hearing and reading things that i didnt intend to know about him.
You know.. him..
*lol*
I dunnoe why i am hearing it now ok.
But hey guys, as much as he would have lied multiple times to me, or never showered me with THAT much love he proclaimed or showered me with much gifts compared to any of my ex-boyfriends, but he may still be a nice friend to be with okay.
I mean i had never tried to have everybody on my side and against his
The reason i blog things like these up cos it is just my nature to say out what is going on with my life. What you see is pretty much what you get.
This is just me. Zul used to say i am a reporter.
*snorts*

So, he might be horrible to me but he may just be nice to you.
Probably even a good friend. Like the way he is with Haizam.
I really appreciate the concerns that has been going on but lets not hate him.
Judge him for yourself.
Don't judge him through me.
Cos my judgement now can be based on so many feelings.

You know what?
It's been years i have been single.
I mean it was always from one realtionship to another without much space in between.
Let's see how long singlehood lasts for me.
It dun seem to tough now. I finally understand when people say,"takder matair bagus.. tak beban"
true.. true...
But i will open doors to love again when my instincts tell me it is the right person.
For now.. i dun think so.

And yes my dear friend, the one i talked to this afternoon,
A high flyer i shall be insya allah
I have something to prove myself now.
I pray and pray and pray things go on smoothly now.
Insya Allah

P/s: yes abang i do love you. Why aren't you back home and probably you could do some hunting for me.. Wahaha! And dun forget your prayers for me.