"Suddenly it is not a private life anymore right?"
yeah it sure isnt now.

I can't get myself to complete the forms to apply for my MBA
Shit!
I have to do something about it.
I have to start studying.. i just have to start..

I just got a wedding invitation from an ex-colleague.
I would love to see her in the wedding dresses and her bridesmaids.
But one thing held me back.
I'm pretty disturb having to face one of the guests there.
Rizal's going to be there...
oh.. probably he wouldn't even come.. cos he would think i might come.
*lol*
Well.. well.. My intention is only to make the bride's day.
*hugs darl*

Well.. i have tuition later today at the Ghurkha place
And dad showed mom the place last night when they went for their drive.
Mom was so scared for me cos it is very very near to the Mount Vernon crematorium
But they are paying me ok so i have to do it.
And everytime i walk past there after tuition at 9.40pm, i will get someone to talk to me on the phone and worse i would feel like running past the crematorium.
Dad told me,"find money not easy huh?"

I called Ef last night,"Girl, kau tak nak tanya mana aku nak pergi this weekend?"
*lol*
Ef,"where else? KL?"
"Ya lor ya lor"
Hope it will be a nice getaway breathing in the polluted air.

So all coffee, pizza hut and lepak appointments to be pushed to next week pls.
*giggles*

I have so many things to do and i am not getting it done
Argh!
I keep procrastinating in finding a job.. cos i am living on a $600 income and not paying for anything except phone bills. its quite ok when there's no politics, no rush hour, no deadlines.
And i am procrastinating in completing my application for my masters cos i have no job.
*knocks head*