Thank you

First and foremost, thank you for the support and prayers, words of motivation and sharing with me your intimate sides of life.
Since the last entry, I have received many sms-es, watsapp, twitter, instagram notes and those comments in the blog.

It is very heartwarming to know that I am not belittled.
Instead there was a lot of love poured out. A lot of women who tell me they love me and honestly, I do feel loved.
Social media is beyond what you see. There are really sincere emotions from these sincere ladies.

I am very determined. Determined to make this better.
And I want this to work.

2 days and I have been asthma-free.
In fact, last night when I was putting Rania to bed, I feel asleep without taking my night dose.
The chest pains are still there. There are also times I realized I am clenching my fists or feeling very uptight which I thinking is causing the muscle strain which explains the chest pains.

I want to laugh a little bit more. I want to relax a little bit more.

In fact, today, meeting ends at 1pm and I wanted to rush home to see my baby.
But my cousin said she will be fine and I needed time on my own.
I sat back, again in realization that I need to take it easy.

I am not sure if I can sit down and enjoy a book later but I might give it a shot.

This blog entry is my personal thank you to each and everyone.

One lady watsapped me,"Go for your treatments if you have to. But at the end of the day, if all is still there, then look at your Rania and you know you have to grit your teeth, be strong, fake a smile at times and do it for her. We are humans with feelings after all."

When I reached home, I looked at Rania's face and realized what she said is true.



And I said my thanks to Him for giving me a rezeki which I could not ask for more. She puts a smile on my face, takes my worries away despite seeking my attention everytime I am around. She is God sent at the right time and place, Masya Allah and I am forever thankful and indebted to Him for that.

She is my family's little princess.
Thinking about the amount of joy she brought to the house and how she strengthen my marriage in tough times, I am speechless.
I can only say my syukur to Him and I am very blessed to have readers like you.
Very very blessed.

I may never repay you on how you take the effort to drop me a message but I pray that may Allah bless all of you with health, happiness and a life full of barakah.
Have a wonderful weekend.

I will be in search of one.