2 serious wonders of the week...Things Mima have not done in AGES!!

First, I WENT TO THE GOD DAMN GYM ON MONDAY!!!!
I am in making tremendous effort to get back my shape.
Just when I lost 4 kg, I put on another 3.5kg
Dearest said,"Are you serious baby"

*smack*smack*

Second, I left the office early today.

There are some things which I'd rather not face today. In fact, me and Dearest left our respective offices early. We spend our time going home ranting about office politics.


You really can't imagine the kind of bond & connection that we have right now.
Honest.
It is really indescribable


There are occurrences which took place and I really cannot explain. I really cannot put it in words.


People might think we are really nuts.
But how do you explain me waking up in the middle of the night at 6.02am and groaning. Crunching my tummy and dropped him an sms to ask him if he was ok.
Irony is, he was feeling the pain on his end.
Yes, he was sick & I am supposed to be perfectly fine.


The night when I dreamt something was wrong in my office. I got a name. It happen to be the same name in his office.


There was a night we communicated in our sleep. In our dreams. Really communicated.

I guess it sounds crazy probably people say aku ni mabuk kepayang (I got this phrase verified by my very own Mat Meysia)

Then again, it is real stories. Real people.
Coincidence?



Dearest, would science be able to explain all these?


Yes we share everything. He did too. But only recently, he let his guards down and told me things I really wanted to know. Probably I may press him for answers. Bottom line, in any kind of relationship, I believe in transparency.


I'm really glad how things are working out between us. Of course we have the good and bad, pretty and ugly, laughter and tears, funny and corny. But at the end of the day, when it is really horrible, we know that neither of us are walking out on each other.


Everyday, we are addressing issues to each other. Be it about Dearest finding a job in Singapore, everyday office talks, me having very little time for him, current & future expenditures, future plans, insecurities bla bla bla


I am really hoping that Dearest gets a good job here soon.
Cos when it comes to addressing insecurities, no amount of internet chat or phone call will take it away that easily.
And these insecurities are just building up. While we are still successfully keeping it at bay, I do not want things to be blown out of proportion.
Neither of us can afford that.


Especially now, while I am enjoying the new haircut, his insecurities are kicking in.
And me, being so far can only do so much. Sometimes I really hate it. Not hate the fact that I have so much explaining to do. I hate for the fact that we are so far apart.


Insya Allah things are going to turn out alright. That we will get over one hurdle after another till the time is solely for us.


Dearest,

I have faith. I have trust. I have you.
Sometimes that is all that matters.
Cos everything starts having its meaning when there is you.
We might just understand the power of love.



Oh yes!
I still have not gotten over the joy of cutting my hair. I'm lovin' it!! *squeal*
Thank you all for the compliments despite the drastic hair change.


I am always snapping pics of myself
hahahaha.. sampai aku sendiri naik menyampah hahahaha
of course Dearest gets all of 'em and kept asking from me..


Me and Dearest have agreed to released one shot. Not that the rest are censored but I can seriously fill the whole blog. Hahaha!
If you guys don't puke, I will.. wahahaha!








Note: I have decided to refresh the list of blog links in this blog. I know there are some whose blogs I have not linked up. Please drop me a tag so I can SERIOUSLY UPDATE

*tee hee*

Didi & Lysa, you are the peps whom i keep forgetting to update!!! So help me girls!!
*big hugs & grin*