'YOU'


I was eagerly waiting for your arrival yesterday. But you disappointed me. You didnt turn up. You told everyone that you were coming and i was waiting with so much anticipation. I so much wanted to see your face. To evaluate what i saw in you in the first place.


You keep on disappointing me time and again. Why didn't you let me see you? Why didn't you pick up the phone when they called you to see if you were coming? Why?
Expectedly, i would more or less assume that you ain't got guts. Ain't got balls to face a woman like me.
How shameful.


But seriously, you should have been there. You should have tasted the good spreads that the hosts had. You would have enjoyed the food as much as i did. But i am not sure if you would enjoy the conversations that many of us had. We were all talking so much. We were talking so much about you. How you deceived all of us into the life that you lead.


Can i ask you something....
Do you actually lead THAT kind of life?
Or do you actually DREAM to lead that kind of life?


Stop lying to the people around. Be what you are. Dont deceive others and eventually deceive yourself. One said that you started spinning a web and couldnt stop spinning.
But i think your case is a different one.
Your case is definitely cooler than Charlotte's Web.
YOURS IS A NUT CASE.
But let me coolly define you as a pathological liar.
Hmmmm... didnt you ever mention to me that you had to go and see a psychiatrist to aid your anger management? Was it for anger management or was it for pathological lying? Or was it even true that you went to see a psychiatrist cos you told me not to tell anyone.


I dont think you even know where you are heading to at this point in life.
Shame on you!
Why lie about the place that you stay?

Or the activities that you are in?

Or even about NS?


What about the bikes and the cars?
Don't buy a car if you cant afford it. It can be much cheaper cabbing. No parking fees, no issurance to pay, no monthly instalments and the best thing is no fines.


Why lie about the education that you had. What? Degree holder? Or was it adv dip for 2 yrs in SP?
But why didnt you tell everyone that you were a plain normal academic student in a neighbourhood school? That you spent 5 years before you had your O's.
Its no wonder then that your english is horrendous.
But then again, if you come from a wealthy background, why didn't you buy a degree?



So let me guess.. everyone outside the company thinks that you work in a well-known MNC, earning loads of dollars, flying around.


It is a money world indeed. Aint money aint talkin' man.
And for you, talkin' aint goin' to bring in the money, you know.


My foe,
Please stop putting yourself on the pedestal. I have never humiliated anyone this bad. Neither have i condemned anyone this bad.


But I bet you with my life that mostly what you said are lies. And yes i am willing to put my life at stake if you prove me wrong?


Let's be practical.
Let's live within our means and nothing more.


This weekend is your wedding.
I knew it months back.
My reaction?
I laughed my arse off.
Hurt? Not at all.
And they didnt need to tell me the name of your wife-to-be cos i finally put the pieces of the puzzle together. She was the one my ex colleague saw at the Pameran Pengantin. She was the one whom you said the engagement was over.


Yet the whole break up was about me not trusting you. You now know i sure have a reason why.


You may die in my memories. You may say whatever I said is not true. I may even forget what i said. But our 6 month joyride was documented on this very blog. So you cant have anything against me. Did anyone ever tell you that history will haunting itself?

One thing for sure, i will NEVER let you pull me down.

No i am not mad when i am typing this out. I am taking my time to write this down, sipping away my apple juice. It's a Monday. Let's not rush into things.



I think you made a huge mistake. A huge mistake cos i am not the girl who takes 'no' for an answer. A girl who retaliates when she is being stepped on. I bet you didnt know this.



I am not going to be like you who wrote me a sappy email, saying that you were the best relationship you had cos there weren't unhappy times.
No i dont do revenges. Revenge is a double-edged sword. I won't kill myself in the midst of killing you.
I let Allah, most Merciful most Powerful to let you have your dues paid.


I hope you have a good marriage and not end up in many divorces today. But i pity your wife. I pity your wife who doesn't know her husband. She sleeps with the enemy under the blanket. I pray the best for the both of you for the sake of her.


No i dont feel challenged in anyway.
I dont feel challenged to get married.
These has all been written in the books for me and it is a matter of time that marriage takes place.
I am financially happy and secured.
And i am tasting the finer things compared to a year back. So i am contented.
No I dont exaggerate about my finer things unlike you.


Don't talk about the money that you do not have.
Don't talk about the high social life you have when you actually know no one.
Don't put yourself on the pedestal and expect people to bow down to you.
Don't make yourself an elite or the upper crust of the higher class.
My foe, you are far from the above.
Keep your Pharoah's characters at bay.


And please dont mention how 'grand' the wedding is. Cos your dreams were too far-fetched for reality.


Ok this is where i am going to stop.
For real.
Unless someone starts it again - *shrug* i dont mind.
Anyway I have said enough.
You go have a good life ahead and enjoy it.
Have a good wedding this weekend. So where is the honeymoon going to be?


Ouh wait. Don't tell me.
Cos you will lie to me again.
That's what pathological liars do.


please, i think this is indeed well written and not a good wrote.