So what happens if I find out that my baby cheated on me?

Definitely all hells will break loose!

But....

Probably I dont want him back
Probably I would severe all ties
Probably I would shut myself up and be alone
Probably I end up not sleeping for another 8 days again
Probably I would end up taking sleeping pills again just so that I can sleep.
Probably I would be a different person again

Probably....

But....

One thing for sure, I know it will be over in a matter of time.

Why??


Cos I know I am a woman.

So I am able to prove to all that this weaker gender can stand on my own 2 feet

That this weaker gender have enough brauns to still myself attractive and heads shall turn

That this weaker gender have enough brains to move on and carry out life as if the past didnt happen

That this weaker gender is capable of proving herself to the society
That she is able to attain status quo with men, if not higher

That this weaker gender can prove that she too as a woman can make money work for her.
And not money falling on her lap from the hands of men
(If it does, that is considered a BONUS!)



The world has changed the way it works today
It is no more the women leaving their fate in the hands of men
Fate is up to an individual to decide how it goes
People choose their own life dramas though they may forget or overlook the butterfly effects


I am writing this for many reasons and I am hoping to reach out to some of the people whom i am concerned.


The reason, if someday he lets you go is because he doesn't love you ENOUGH



So to satisfy all kaypo-cravings out there(if any):
No my baby didn't cheat on me. Not that I have found out... yet.

But then again R.E.M ever sang "Everyone Hurts"
So nothing can ever be so perfect and clean, can they?
Or is my paranoia with men is still overwhelming?


But let's us just bear with the above in mind.






Anyway, I started the Saturday at 9am. And its 18 hrs since i woke up.
I am yet to be sleepy.
Still rawking...



So what did i do at 9am on a Sat morning?
Left the house at 10am and went shopping. By 11am, we had 4 large ISETAN bags.
It was a Lancome private breakfast they were holding at Shaw Lido.


Definitely got myself good buys!
*smiles*


Pictures when i can get them uploaded...
Apparently my SD card reader is in the office.



Baby was called up for duty tonight.
But he promised to put me to sleep.
*sigh*
Can you get out from there? I hate sleeping knowing that you are working..
Tak syiok!
How to sing to me my Twinkle Twinkle Little Star?
*pouts*