Yes i am still in the office. Would be the first time having to experience break fast in the office.
But i am contented with that as long as i get my Tim Tams, in which the stocks were satisfyingly replenished today.
NTUC at Tampines was selling my favourite flavour Sticky Chewy Caramel for only $2.80 instead of the normal $3.65
*drools*
And for that i was pampered with 2 packets of my favourite Tim Tam.
So what is YOUR favourite Tim Tam?
*chuckles*
I am actually in a solemn mood today.
After the news i heard yesterday.
I keep thinking.. thinking.. thinking... thinking
Some people just never change. Though whatever he did recently has got nothing to do with me, i am ashamed being part of his path of life at a significant point of time. Going through whatever wasnt necessary for me to do. But all that i did it for him. Never once appreciated. Never once thankful.
But its ok now that he has moved on. So did I. I went through a series of suitors. He made it through one. Or at least that is what EVERYBODY in the blogger world thinks.
But all that isnt true.
I am not despising whatever he did. It's his life. His fantasy. His delight. His estacy.
But whatever she is going through now, i went through it before. Please dont drag her down. She has so much to live for. She is so so naive. As much as she may be tainted by you, there are so much more that she has not seen.
I believed in standing firmly by my man. Thick and thin. She does that too.
But many times, it proved pointless to me.
So i give up standing by any of my boyfriends. I usually give him the kick in his arse when i know i am being cheated.
I wasnt being cheated once or twice. Many times. Many times that i get so sore. Many times that i come to a point not forgiving men.
Then they realise,"Oppps i picked the wrong girl to mess with"
By that time it will all be too late.
No one can turn back the clock. I wish i could though. Then i'd probably do things a whole lot differently.
And avoid so many men whom ive dated after knowing what their character are today.
I wish i can go up to her and tell her. Tell her the whole story. Tell her the truth. But i cant. Cos i am the case of the ex. So if the story comes from me, it would be judged oh so differently.
I wish people who age, do so with maturity.
Young is a one time thing.
Despite being young, and being able to do whatever you want to do now, it is only temporary.
One day you will get old. You will have less energy. You will be prone to all illnesses cos your antibodies get weaker.
And when this happens, who will you turn to? Your significant other whom you cheat endlessly?
*humph*
SHAME ON YOU!
You think you know the world better than others. Its only human's arrogance nature to think in such a manner. Maybe so.
But dont forget that the world is small. I dont look for things to say or blog.
I happen to know so many people and they just happen to tell me. God knows why they do. Stories come from one mouth to another to another till it reaches me.
The reason why i am blogging this out is because i am trying to reach out to the many women out there who stand by their man and think that all that looks and sound good is good.
Hell no!
I swear no.
Somehow i want the women to hear my woes. Cos i wasnt being cheated by one or two.
Yes definitely it made me stronger and approach all my other relationships differently.
And it must work the same way for you too.
Be weary.
All that looks good may not be good.
All that sound good may not be good.
I am just coming from a woman's perspective...
Anyway, its buka now.
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