Its a very tiring day today
Proably cos i was practically working the whole day.

I cant wait for lunch.
I am feeling so lethargic now. Slept late.
Didnt exactly know what was holding me back.


Now, it is not helping that my body is starting to ache.
The throat getting sore.


Probably it is the extensive amount of coffee that i have been taking recently.
The weather?
Why am i always complaining about the weather?





There is one thing i am glad about.
Pay day is tonight 11pm
My house's PUB bills went down. The lowest i had paid.
Probably cos there was a point of time that my air con broke down and we had to survive on fans.
I am really pinning that i can meet my savings target for 9 days of i-am-really-going-to-shop-till-i-drop-event.




I think i am in a very confused state lately.
At some points in my life, i feel choked and suffocated by the unnecesarily obligations.
I get so angry not being able to breathe.
My thoughts are like meshed wire.
I am really not thinking straight for now.




There are many stories in my life left untold.
Sometimes i just want to rush into it and find the answer
But it is not the right thing.
Time will tell.
But anxiety is killing me.



I am going to post up another entry later.
Meanwhile, I am just looking forward to Sue's sms to head down for lunch.
I need to get out of this office for the time being.
I need a good talk
And i am glad when i need one, i happen to be at Shenton so Sue is around to hear my whinings and sighing.



I was throwing it out on Fzam and the first thing he asked was
"Baby are you having your PMS now?"


*roll eyes*