The past few days have been hectic for me as usual.
Next Monday, I will be at DBS Tower's office throughout the whole week.
Meaning that I would have Sue for lunch the whole week!
*yum*yum*
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I can't sleep cos Fzam is on DTT the whole mid-afternoon and he is not supposed to be home later at 8am
But I just received a msg.
He's on his way home!!!
Great... At least he could put me to sleep.
Its been a long time since we met.
Its been a long time since we really talked on the phone. Cos I would probably dozed off a few mins when I am on the phone. And he will wait till i really doze off and he hangs up the phone.
My alarm clock?
Him.
And this whole week, he find it the hardest time to wake me up.
He almost lost his patience but i am glad he didnt cos i was truly exhausted.
Who wouldnt be mad hanging on to the phone for 40 mins trying to wake me up?

My baby pebbles was sick on Thursday when I was at work.
I thought it was normal asthma.
Then the fever kicked in.
I didnt feel good throughout the whole ngaji period.
Went up half way to see of she is alright.

I had to force her to go to the doc.
She said she'd wait till the following morning to get to the poly cos its cheaper.
She could hardly breathe!
I scolded her a lil' cos nobody wakes up early.
And she cried.
Cried cos she was in so much discomfort.
I understood.
I am like that too when i sick.
What touched my heart was she teared and said,"Kakak ikut k?"
And me being so kancheong," k k k ... "
Got her ready before i got myself ready.

That night she slept with me though she was supposed to sleep with mommy cos dad's not in town.
She was just too breathless to move.
I could see that she was in so much discomfort and the effort she takes just to breathe.
"Ein ader bantal peluk?"
*shake head*
"Nah take kakak one"
And i NEVER gave up my bantal peluk ok!
But i will willingly give it to her
*muacks*

We held hands sleeping.
We almost do it every night.
It's comfort and security to me.

She's recovering now.
Its been a day and she still has her asthma.
But I am glad it is easier for her to breathe now.


She is the love of MY life.


I can't live not hugging her everyday
I can't live not kissing her everyday
I can't live not giving her cute faces everyday
I can't live not saying goodbye to her before i go to work everyday


She will tell me she misses me everyday
She will tell me she needs a hug everyday
She will tell me she don't see me much everyday
She will tell me to spend time with her everyday



Nothing can beat the love I have for her.
Not anyone.
Not my new toy.




She's my true addiction.