I hate long weekends actually.
I cant bear to make myself stay at home.
I will just fall sick.
flu la... runny nose la.. body aching la..

But it wasnt too bad.
One of my grandaunty's family had a chalet at Pasir Ris.
My first Mother's Day celebration for the week.
I have two more to go.
Saturday and Sunday...
The first time I really had a tight schedule for Mother's Day.

It was just a small gathering but loads of food and the place was so big.
I love it there.

They had games for mothers playing the hula
My grandaunty giving out gifts to her children.
So sweet.
Some of us teared.
Me and mommy did too.. hehehe *paisey*

The company wasn't that fantastic probably i don't have 'kaki' to talk to.
I wish Pebbles was there.. I am always comfortable no matter where i am as long as she is near me and i can CLING on her arm
but its ok cos I know that they are really nice people.

There are some of my family members who are really nice.
Some who are worse that devils.
Those who irritate the hell out of me
Those who test my patience time and again.
Those who are so selfish and think only for themselves
Those who cant see anyone better than them
Seriously no word can explain them.

Anyway, cut that short.
I rather not waste my time talking about them.
Let them do whatever they want lah.
But the minute my family's involved, I'll declare war.
And my mother's so scared i'd someday talk back to my aunts or uncles..
She used to call me 'samseng'
Haiz... Cos i can stand up for myself and i would do the same for my family, insya allah.
Yes.. it's war people...
It's war..
And I shall attack slowly and quietly..
The next thing they know is that they will bleed and bleed and bleed and
DIE!
*evil laugh*
I am capable..

I just wished I had listened to my dad.
I just wish I had
And I am shouting out loud to the many daughters out there
PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR DADDY.
Listen to their advices about men.
Only they can give better advices abt their own species.

I regret a lot of things now.
And whatever happen just bring a lot of anger to me
I feel sorry for him. And I hate myself for what I did.
Only cos I didnt stand up for my family initially.
I should have
And now I will
I swear I will

I will draw a line.
Irregardless family member or not, as long as any one of the 5 of us are being provoked and hurt,
I'll declare war.
Vicious? Evil? Self-centred? Malicious? Heartless? Wicked? Cruel?
But I had enough.
I had enough of peole pushing my family around.
I make sure they end up screwing themselves up.
*snigger*

No more the smiling Intan you see at weddings
No more the Intan who would strike up a nice conversation with you
No more the Intan who would speak nicely to you.
No more the Intan who laughs off the sarcastic jokes you make
No more the Intan who keeps her mouth shut and grin

No more Miss Nice Intan.