HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!


It's only been two months we found ourselves.
Never expecting..
Never came across our minds.
This I only have my brother to thank.
He who opened the path to us which we never saw
He probably pitied us.
He is his friend, and me his sister.
He who saw his friend hurt and cant bear to see his sister hurt herself further.



Taking the unexpected path, everything is still very new.
People would say that we are still in a honeymoon period.
Probably... Maybe...
But I quit thinking that love is so nice and fun and happening and comforting.
Cos as much fun as i can have,
and
as much as it is nice having an additional someone whom you could turn to
and
the existence of him is comforting to a certain extent,
BUT
nothing can ever be so sweet and nice could it??
Well it never did and never had been to me.
Love was never merciful of me
SO
I wonder what this would bring me to this time.

Another pain? Another hurt?
I pray not.
But should it happen, i shall no longer bite my nails and cry.
But I guess it is still too early to speak all
To decide all...

Two months and still going..
We have faced quite a bit.
who wouldn't?
Misunderstandings are common.
But we are still in the midst of learning about each other.
In the midst of discovering each other's habits...
In the midst of searching each other's traits...
And still doubting if we would be faithful to each other....
He doubts me and I doubt him too..

We definitely have a long way to go.
Way long way...
So let's not conclude anything for now.

Just that i appreciate whatever that he has done for me for the past two months.
The patience he gave me whenever i lost my temper.
The patience and understanding he had for the little and i mean very very little time that we spent.
To the moment that I fell out of love with him and he was so kind and still not wanting to let it go
The strive he took for making me stay focus in this relationship.
The confidence he has in trying to work things out.
To all of the above, I could only say thank you.

Till today, i will not promise him anything.
Except my faithfulness.
And that is it.
The rest, I will let God pave the way for us.
Insya Allah.


But today, he has to protect the country.
Make it a safer place during this election.
-_-
And guys, that is exactly 'the reason why you can sleep at night'
(hint: saw the police career ad?)