For those who forgot and didn't quite know me, I forgive people very easily.

That is how easy-going I can be.

The thing is, I respect boundaries.

I respect boundaries of others only to expect mine to be respected.

This expectation is far from hitting the roof.

It is simply a matter of reciprocating.

Despite my easy-going nature, I am very capable of holding a lot of vengeance.

Vengeance that will eliminate all forms of human compassion in me.

There is one condition though.

I always make sure that nothing I do will backfire me.

I am put in a situation today by the people I habour vengeance for years.

I shall not retaliate for it is all with His permission that spells out my fate.

Still, if these are the people who seek help, kena langgar kat tepi jalan or even on their death bed, I will not move an inch to help.

Trust me.

I can be cruel.

I am not Christian to be bragging about Love and Compassion and neither am I being a Muslim talking about Jihad.

I do understand that there are many who do not practice what they preach - Muslims included.

But I was never a Muslim who stood up on her beliefs based on words and preaching to others.

You, on the other hand, are Christians paste the word 'LOVE' all around.

What is your Christian definition of love? Or did that cross lines with racism?

I, pray that you will have the share you deserve - in due time.

I will smile when it happens.

Trust me, I will.

Trying to spread the love?

Think again.