Ok, let me defend myself even before I start writing this.

I am not a kitchen person and was never brought up to be one.

My sudden urge of baking is unexplainable. Today, I really had the urge to bake, despite I was home at 11pm.

I was in a situation where too many cooks spoil the broth.

It was just supposed to be a simple cupcake but so many versions of the recipe that I could not even follow from a book I bought at Borders last night.

I tried the cupcake recipe as told but I really cannot have stressed up people in the kitchen.

I will get lost.

I am still new.

So when we had the batter done, it look perfect.

I was so excited to see my lil' cupcakes.

Then I was happy when I saw it coming up though I realised a little too late that the heat was too high.

Then guess what happen?

The cupcake really tastes fantastic but I was whining that the cupcakes which was rising, actually got sunken in.

Then I realised my mistake.

I put in bicarbonate of soda instead of baking powder.

It was just a teaspoon of error.

But, I will get better at it, I'm sure.

I will not have myself demotivated - not yet - not now.

Its almost 3am and I am going to shower and sleep feeling sore.

First cut is the deepest.

p/s: Happy Birthday Bro... hope your celebration with your wife for the first time is wonderful. Enjoy the honeymoon period.
p/s 2: The honeymoon period is never supposed to be over.

I pray you have a blessed life Abang, Insya Allah :)
I miss you and SIL.

I am just too exhausted to blog any word further.