I had just showered and changed when mom came back and entered my room.
She told me and Lil Sis that Grandmama is in the hospital again after her last stay in January.


It is not surprise.
Definitely not a surprise at all.
In fact, this was supposed to happen long time ago.


Grandmama who was prescribed by the doctor to be fed via tube during her last stay,'all of the sudden' had her tube removed in the last month!
Can you imagine how critical that was?

But probably it is 'MAGIC!'

In layman's terms, her throat muscles have weaken very much that she would not be able to swallow her food properly.
Hence her not consuming well, may lead to malnourishment and at the same time, she will have a hard time swallowing her food intake.

This also meant that Grandmama will be very prone to choking during food and/or drinks and particles may enter her lungs.


I remember 21 days ago I sent out a Twitter note on this blog of mine to say that Grandmama has an eye infection and it had been a week.
Pharmacists refuse to dispense any medication as Grandmama was asked to go to the doc immediately.

Nevertheless, Grandmama was 'medicated' on Eye Mo for the past 2 weeks.
What a (stupid) joke la kan.
In my opinion.

None of my relatives came forward to extend help.
None.

All, probably on the recurring grounds that they do not want to interfere and will only sit on the fence.
You know how it is really good sometimes to show the principles that you have in life and standing by it? Rather than to show the incapability of making up your own quivering mind.

Each voice does count.

Ok, let's do some simple maths together.
As of today, she would have eye infection for a month up to date.


I wouldn't be surprise if she is going to have any further complications by now.


BUT WHY IS IT THAT IT IS ONLY NOW SHE IS ADMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL?!?


Ok so what the heck was wrong if either of my 4 family members(now that Bro is in Oman) had called up the ambulance right?

*lol*

See this was supposedly the good story which I have been wanting to tell for a long time.
Though the finger is too itchy to type it out even at this point of time, I shall wait.
If I could wait then, I can easily wait now.
Their wagging tongues would definitely have much lesser control than my god-damn itchy fingers.
I do have quite a heavy tongue in situations like this cos baseless arguements do not excite me.
All talk and no facts makes anyone sound like an idiot.
And anyone who listens to it, a retard.


I am not(yet) being harsh for I have too much good faith that God is All Knowing.
Anyway, my family has always been the quieter party(a comparison between two) and have been so because we all know that empty vessels are just those who make the loudest noise.
Don't we?


Because of many daily situations I have to face, I stand by this hadith.
Patience spells half of your piety


Insya Allah.


Stay strong Grandmama.