I am beginning to feel feverish.
It's about time that I fall sick.
In fact I can't remember when was the last time I took medical leave.
Somewhere in September I supposed.


With the weather so haywire and me stretching myself unhealthily, I am not surprised with my condition like this today.
Probably God is just trying to tell me to slow down.
I have been rushing through things in my life which I don't know what and why.
It will turn out that I will be rushing to work, rushing to get my things done, rushing through my lunches and breaks, rushing home and rushing to bed.
There are several times that I will realise my heart beating so fast when I lay my head on the pillow.


It is really a time to rest.
When I told my mom that I am going to take a few days off work in April, when my schedule is scheduled to slow down a little, she asked,"Nak pergi mana?"


Huh? Nak pergi mana?
Haiz... my mom so pantang if I have off days.


Coming back from a holiday also will exhaust me so much.
So I would end up back at square one.


But holidays in ways are good no doubt.
First there is food!!
My best friend ever!































And of course shopping








One thing for sure, I can't wait for the opportunity to put my smile back on








It's the weekends.
I am going to take this opportunity to rest.
After doing the housework that is!