I don't know..
Only God knows where the story ends for me


But I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whether we win or lose



But I choose to win


-Mary J Blidge



I felt I am borned as if programmed to forget my yesterdays.
The numbness I feel eliminates all emotional ride the minute I opened my eyes.


It's good that I am feeling this way.
At least my mind is not in havoc & I am still focused.


Now, it is time for me to lead what is next.
It's MY LIFE I am talking about.
I will not fight for what might be rightfully mine.


I will just lead Life to a direction, whether happiness or wealth or emotional freedom.
Since it is all God's play, no point wasting the unnecessary effort & energy


Now, I simply choose to win.