I soooooo mintak ampun ok
It was the weekend in KL.
The four of us,
My sister and I took the night coach and it was the nicest ride I had so far cos Lovie accompanied me through the entire journey.
On the phone of course!
I hurried through work on Friday.
Believe it or not, I didn't finish my work this time.
I left office a quarter past 6 with one report and 3 emails still pending.
However, my Friday was very well spent with lil sis.
Friday's lunch was at the Market Street.
Though quite nearby from my office to hers, I made my way down by cab cos I was weak earlier in the morning.
Had constipation & actually lost a lot of blood.
I mean A LOT!
Sis was acting like the elder sister that day, forcing me to eat. Kopek kan for me the chicken.
It really reminded me of the times when my mother scolded me to eat and started peeling and feeding me.
I really love to have more of it. Honest.
And it was really due to that morning's incident.
Later that evening, I got the cute one to fetch me from the office and I managed to squeeze in a short coffee at Starbucks before making our way to Harbourfront.
In KL, tak mo cakap la kan... The
I didn't buy much but spent quite a lot on this trip. Tops, tops and more tops.
Plus this trip mom caught me in the act for a while.
I didnt know if my mom was for real or not.
Apparently she wasn't.
Suddenly it felt like having a video of my life playing in front of me.
I felt like the dream ended. I tried to press the 'Pause' button on my own videotape or if a reader would want to correct me, DVD Player (so konon dah canggih so nak betulkan orang.. *huge laugh*, but I couldn't.
I looked at my sister many times. She gave me a I-cant-help-you-now look.
Then I was like," Damn! This is real!!!"
I tried hitting the jam brakes but mom was going on and on.
*gulp*
I hit on it again and again but the brakes failed me.
I got scared. I seriously couldn't sleep that night till 5am. Poor Lovie, had to accompany me, hearing me tossing and turning in my bed.
I think I somehow exhausted my brain and emotions that I eventually slept.
I know Lovie blogged last week that this trip we were not going to meet.
I was thinking,"How to meet with just a day to shop?"
But mom was surprisingly fantastically-understanding!
*giggles*
An hour before we checked out, she asked,"He doesn't want to meet us?"
I was so blur and blank!
Then mom said," Ye la.. kau tak rindu ker?"
Wahhhhhh!!! So sumpah ok I didn't know what to answer... Thing was I couldn't stop myself from tersengih-sengih kambing
Super duper malu!
She made sure I looked good asking me to change my clothes and add some colour on my face yet still making it look as natural as possible
How can I live without my mom!
Yes Lovie met us for coffee and dinner of which me and Lovie didnt eat.
Maklum! Satu-satu tengah diet!!!
He did mention that I lost quite an amount of weight compared to the last time he saw me!
Can you imagine how proud I was?!?!
During coffee, Lovie introduced his closest male cousin to the family. He did speak to me on the phone earlier and he kept saying hello so many times thinking I am a male!!!
*smack forehead*
It was useful though. Cos when Lovie sabo-ed me to speak to his younger sister(who is still 10 yrs older than me - i think!), it reminded me to put on the girly voice.
A simple 2 min phone call with his sister and it was trully adrenaline pumping. And Lovie? Ohhhh he was smiling cheekily across the table!
His mom called him and asked about me though she was in Terengganu.
How nice...
Lovie and me are seeing how things are moving forward in many sense now. Though there are many others that are stagnant.
I can't step on the brakes any longer. Actually it broke on me when I kept stepping on it too hard.
Neither can I run and find the nearest emergency exit now. I can't even see an exit sign!
I can only carry with me a brown paper bag and breathe in it from time to time in case I am going to have another nervous breakdown.
It is time for the reality showbites!
As much as this is what I have been longing for, it is scaring the true shit out of me honestly but insya Allah I will pull through with the help & love from the people around me. Especially mom.
Plans have yet to be finalised.
Insya Allah when the date is officially out between the two parties, I won't hide it any further.
We have promised to share the happiness and joys with those sincerely sharing it with us.
It is a promise we will still uphold - for as long as we are blogging.
And yes, I am missing Lovie all over again...
*sniffles*
What's next for me now?
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