I don't think I can sleep tonight.
I wish I had brought my camping equipment and stay in the office. Sleep here. Shower here. Eat here.

Prob I still can. Since I always carry a toothbrush and a toothpaste around and also my make up bag.
Just re use the same set of clothes.
There's a pillow here.

In reality, I would seriously consider working as late as 11pm. But too bad, I am so seriously penakut and this place don't seem quite comfy(in spiritual sense) to be hanging out THAT late.


Remember the freaky toilet experiences I had last year when I was in DBS Shenton most times?
Last night I worked till 9pm.
I got Lovie to stay on the phone with me while I was in the toilet. Still I was hurrying through my not-very-charming-business...


Yesterday & the day before was frienzied
Today is a madhouse.


I had to rush through lunch cos I only had 40 mins of it. I barely eat nowadays & I have been wasting a lot of money on food cos I will never finish ANY portion.

I had to force myself through the other half of the sandwich and hell no I didnt touch the chips









I totally forgotten that tomorrow is a public holiday.
Urmmm Yeah.. National Day.
And Singapore turn how old?
I have always been very amazed with how people get so excited over the celebration.
Wear red la.. paint faces.. Sit in front of the telly to watch the barisan Queue up for days to get a PREVIEW ticket!!!


"It is simply outrageous!!"


I am not against those who are very thirsty for this once a year action. And people are proud to be pratising it for months for the parade.

Me? I'm just not into it.


Don't penalise me.
I have a clean record - free from criminal, bankruptcy, litigations.
I pay taxes(yes I already have to), though late.


Bottom line, I am just in my own world.


I was telling Lovie how long it has been since I blogged. As usual. Can't find time.


And all I talk about is work.
Honest!


So I decided to waste about 30 mins and write something up.
(Till this point, I think the entry is lengthy enough)
Ok Ok.. Let me destress!


Prior to my 2pm Regional Mtg with client & us, I had a telephone interview.

New job?
Errrmmmmm... no

First it was Lovie on the line. He called me at 12.40pm and asked me where I was.
Office.
Then he said,"Wait ah.. you talk to my mom"

*double gulp*

I reminded myself to put on a girlie voice.
Then I was focusing a lot more on my Malay rather than what she was saying.
I think both of us are equally nervous, not exactly knowing what to say, despite we trying so hard to get the conversation going as per normal.


I didn't remember breathing.


I hang up the phone - lost
Not in a bad way.


Lovie called back so excited telling loads of things
I was even more lost.
All that we wanted have been wanting goes down the drain.
Apparently HIS mom has much bigger plans.


Alamak!!!
Sumpah it is not in my plans ok!!!


From no preparation to I-am-seriously-in-a-confused-state-now.


*bite FINGERS*


Ok please. No excitement.
I am not conveying anything either.
I am just releasing stress. Solely stress.


Nothing is going to happen soon/yet.


Did I over-explain?
Hmmm.. I don't think so. But I am sure if anyone with blood-relation happen to read this blog, the news will spread just like wildfire.
Ermmmm.. just like the news on my pay. Either one of the two or both have transported the news till it ended up at my mom's ears again within 3 weeks!!!


Ahhhh.. yes, whatever that you guys heard, that IS my pay.


So this coming raya, as much as I forsee an influx of visitors to my house,
DO NOT ASK WHEN I AM GNG TO GET MARRIED!



Question of the above and/or along the same line is strictly out of bounds!!!


I am just preparing for his mom's shopping spree here in Singapore & I would need to tour her around.


*wide smile*


Anti-climax?