Sometimes I am really grateful with the massive amount of work that I get daily.
It really gets MANY things off my mind.


I am really surprise to see the woman I turn out to be today. After experiencing the good, the wonderful, the bad and the nasty.
I guess humans can't run away from those experiences.


At 25, I can still see a whole life ahead of me.
Fruitful, challenging, nerve-wrecking & full of possibilities.
I wish I can push myself further to prove my capabilites. But time is not on my side.
I only have 24 hours to meddle with everyday. Just like everyone else. But seeing/knowing that there are people can do more in the same time period, I crave to exert myself a whole lot more.
Sometimes, the physical body just cannot take it.


I'm talking about personal achievements here.
I learn that in life, you mostly have to be on your own, stand on your own to feet and make decisions in your life.
I have been saying this too many times on this blog & I shall say it again.



Despite the many downfalls I have faced, I have always been successfully able to pull myself up again.
Backstabbed, cheated, lied and everything else that is nasty probably has happened to me.


I never failed to believe in 2 things
Faith & the Almighty
The greatest asset & the most important thing in life
(that is what I coincidentally found out after writing this out)
They are responsible for pulling me through my rough times. Me being me, I hate to see myself fall. But I have come to terms with this being part and parcel of life and when I fall, I am very much determined to pull myself up again.


There are matters of which I do sit back and think what is my next best move.
There are also matters of which I will act with a very gung-ho attitude.
Either way, I am always determined to move up from where I fall.


Don't question me about why this entry
As much as work load has been tremendous, I did spend quality time thinking through life.
My life.


I may be/look fragile, weak and soft. But I know I am not.
There are many more things I know I can do for myself.


3 meetings today. 1 in the morning. 2 in the afternoon.
Same thing tomorrow.


But like what I mentioned earlier, I am glad.
Despite life being a cycle, everyday is a brand new day. Brand new challenges. Brand new troubles. Brand new gossips. Brand new idiots. Brand new issues. Brand new sickos. Brand new who-to-kill-next agenda.


Above all, I know that there will always be a brand new me.
For a start, I have managed to shed 3kg within a week!