I had no choice but to come back to work today.
Work is piling like no one's business and I am afraid I will come down with an anxiety attack trying to finish everything up.

I had plans to complete some of my work while I was in KL. Wah so semangat bawak Thinkpad to KL But i didnt even open my Thinkpad.

*lol*

I was busy dating and shopping and sleeping and eating

*chuckles*
What's new... Ok i admit, the dating is new.

Those 4 days spent in KL was the longest period I was closest to Dearest. Thank you for making it a pleasant stay for me and my family.

The minute we arrived, he was all excited like a little boy, wanting to bring me and mommy out for lunch. Telling us that we needn't need to shower and change.

*roll eyes*

But he put up with us anyway cos we insisted to get changed before going off for lunch at 3pm. Treated us to western food after which he bought me a Hotlink card.

Wah! I was feeling so Malaysian already with a Malaysian number..
hahahaha!
NO WAYYYYYY!!!

But it was really convenient cos Dearest was sms-ing me every half hour and calling me every hour. I had to practically hold my phone ALL THE TIME in the midst of my shopping and eating spree.


He would be asking if I had eaten(duh!) and what was I doing, where was I, whether I needed to be fetched.


Putting me to sleep at night and waking me up soooo early in the morning when he is going to work. Him telling me to wake up and go for breakfast.


Huh? Breakfast?
I swear I was just too lazy to get out of bed, that everytime i end up dreaming of breakfast instead...

Baked beans with sausage and eggs
Waffles with peanut butter..


Yes! I was dreaming of it all...
Wahahaha!


Dearest brought my family for dinner on Saturday night and then the 'kids' were off for an 11pm show at KLCC.

We went to watch Shrek 3!!!!
Here are our seats, the lovebirds that is..







It is such a great show and I was practically laughing my arse off! I didnt know how Dearest took it, seeing me laugh like hell!

The sucky thing was that the show ended after 1 hr 15mins. Plus we soooooo forgot to take pictures of ourselves during the movie.
Gawd!

The movie was the closest I got to him during my trip. I could smell him. I seriously could smell him! It is wonderful! I swear it is.

I didnt feel like showering when I got back to the hotel room cos I could smell him all over!

I'm so crazy!

*sigh*

Ok.. I am so lovesick now...
Who cares if that sounded cheesy. Dearest is too far away for me now. I hate it. I hate the distance. I so hate it.


*sob*sob*


For once, I hated coming back to Singapore cos I know he isn't coming back with me. The last night in KL, I was hanging on to the phone hoping not to sleep. Lerrr... but knowing me, I was snoring away within minutes

*slap face*


I swear i woke up feeling so sucky!


The minute I arrived Singapore Checkpoint and had to change to my SIM card, it felt so horrible.


One thing for sure now, Dearest and myself are trying our best to speed things up. More of him actually.

I so need him here. I need him to drive me to work. I need him to see me for lunch. I need him to send me back home. Despite him still calling me so often,putting me to sleep, checking if i am awake, it would be much cheaper if we could do local calls instead.


We are praying that God is on our side but whatever happens, He knows best. So we shall leave it to Him at the end of the day.


I am seriously so lovesick that I'm feeling so sick in the stomach - literally


I am hating every second of this and I think I am going beserk!


Somebody hit me please!
I don't think I am ever going to stop whining!