One minute
My life can be so calm and peaceful.
And being able to enjoy the bits and pieces of it.
Welcoming things to fill up my life

Next minute
I suddenly feel that i was put into a washing machine.
Haywired.Confused.Enclosed. Nowhere to run.
Can't think. Can't decide.
It makes me angry but i cant do anything but to succumb to nature.
To fate that was placed in my hands by God.

I will still stand and continue holding the torch for the person who puts me through this
Only because the person had done so much for me.
More than any other human can do.

But God, i have always been trying so hard to make this person happy and it just seems so hard.

But why?