I want to apologise to Dina for not going to her son's birthday bash.
Goodness i just read the email invitation today.
I so sorry honey.
Next time sms me ok? I dont quite check my hotmail.
So sad missing out on Aiman's birthday... Such a cute boy.. dah choup siang-siang... hehheheh

Next thing, I am so proud of my ex-colleague-cum-friend.
She had to leave the company which we were working in.
I knew she faced a lot of challenges in life. And i really mean challenges.
But i knew she bounced up from her email that she sent to me.
I am so proud of her.. Very proud indeed..
Amyza, you have a long way to go my dear. And I am sure you still a long winding road ahead of you.
I wish you success, Insya Allah.




I finally got what i was craving for.
NASI BURKHARI
I brought Nisa, Rohani and Hui to head down to dad's shop and had nasi burkhari.
My supervisor asked me to tapau for her and she sms-ed at 8pm when i was about to leave the office that it was very nice
*smiles*

Knowing me and Hui...
Duh... we ended up camwhoring in Nisa's car...
I swear, we were like little kids sitting at the back of the car giggling and taking photos.
Moreover, we were tickling and leaning on each other...
Goodness.. Am i 24?
*giggles*

Nak makan nasi burkhari....
Ok here we start snapping away!


ok beware of our poses....
*giggles*

ok ok.. step JPop... wahhaha.. tapi cute kan?!?!

Hui ah.. you wanna kiss me or i kiss you? =)






I left the office again at 8 cos my colleague will be on leave the whole of next week. Handover.. blah blah blah.

Took a cab to see mom at PS
Bad trip. I almost died... i thought i might...
And i was alone.. *tsk*tsk*
Why continue inflicting the pain when i said stop?
I said stop didnt i? You made me cry.. and then only you stopped.
Why till then?
I feel so angry and hurt and sad.

The worst part is that mom parked her car at Far East Shopping Centre.
It was bad enough having to carry my documents and laptop home.
My laptop bag so heavy!!!
I'm thinking of getting a samsonite bagpack for my laptop.
Seriously, i think it is really affecting my back.






My eyes are heavy and i am so exhausted that i dun feel like talking to anyone.
Somehow I am glad not talking to you tonight anyway...
I need some time apart from you
I need some time away from you
I want to be alone.
I want to be alone tonight when i sleep.
I want to put myself to sleep.

Trust me please.
But leave if you cant trust me anymore

Don't suffocate me to death please..
If you want, just give me an immediate death.
Don't let me suffer.
I am sorry if i made you suffer. If we suffer. We cant determine anything now.

I cant really decide cos i cant think
I dont know what i want.
Life is such a risk.


At this point,i may be in another emotional turmoil...
Maybe...
and my only concern is to get some sleep.


I need my sleep
I need to rest my overworked body, mind and soul.


*snooze button*