I slept for 5 hours straight.
I was given half day MC. Gawd.. I didnt know such things existed.
Doctor was horrible.
It was practically me telling him what to do and what to check.
It was me who constantly kept asking him what he was going to prescribe cos he somehow seemed confuse on what to prescribe.
And no- i am not acting smart.
I brought Hui along into the doctor's room.
And at the end of it all, she said,"I think you better go and see another doctor"

The rest did me better.
My throat is still hurting.
He said it was viral infection.
Going through a 5 day antibiotics course.

Its work again tmr.
Since MC was only half day
*groan*
I wouldn't mind another day of rest.



Despite me being sick, i would have to say this.
I was being bombarded on an email this morning at work.
Which i thought her arguement was stupid and flimsy.
My supervisor gave me a draft of what i should reply.
But i decided not to proceed with it.


I should grow old wiser and not be like a blardy kid finding thrill in backstabbing people
On issues so tiny and got cocked up due to their complaceny.

So I am just gng to leave her in her own world of self-thought victory.

That's me.
When people wants to argue all the way, I am just not in for in.

No more wasting my energy.
No more wasting my breath.
No more wasting my brain cells.

I wanna grow old being calm
So to heck with people who finds thrill in hitting me at the back.
I'm ok as long as i feel no pain.

I think that is just what happens to you when you figure what life has been trying to teach you.
I am glad that I manage to open my eyes and see what the world is roughly like.
No i cant say i understand the way the world works.
I cant say that i have met every single person in this world.
It is impossible...

Do you know permutation?
For example, do you know that 4! = 4x3x2x1
That works for DNA too..
So we can't exactly say we know everything.
Like what pebbles taught me, "jangan bobual world"

True...
Hypocrites are everywhere.
In everyone.
Trust me, i am one too.
And there is one in you too.
It's just a matter of how we tame it and discipline the hypocrisy in us.

No one is entirely good.
Neither are they entirely bad.
So i dont blame people to be hypocrites too.

Trust me, my close friends have seen MY hypocrisy towards people i don't fancy.
And they are impressed of how smoothly i do it.
No tell-tale signs.
And i am sure that there are some of my blog readers experience that from me too.
But i promise i won't say who so as not to embarassed you
*winks*
Cos i know who are reading this good shit of mine.

I am not bragging about me being a great hypocrite
There are better ones than me.

The only reason why i could always detect is because i always meant no harm.
Even when i am a hypocrite to the person i dun fancy, it is because i didnt want to inflict pain or shame to them
At the end of the day, i leave it in the hands of God.
And i think that is why God show me people's true colours.

Why am i mentioning all these?
Cos i have heard people saying how they can't tolerate certain people.
I have heard them mocking people that they hate.
Saying how they cant stand people as such. How one day they are gng to get what they deserve. That they cant even stand seeing their faces. That that person looks like a penguin or a bear. That their mouth stinks like hell. And that hell is the only place for them. The fact that they cant reflect on themselves and yet wanna reflect on others.
And these are the more subtle remarks.
The rest couldnt pass censorship
*chuckles*


But at the end of the day, it is them they turn to. They hang out with. They pour their sorrows.
Seriously, they really make themselves a laughing stock to me.


Why?
Cos it just shows the kind of principles that they hold on to in their lives
Cos it just explains the character they are made up of
Bobual world..

Jealous?
No.
Why should I?
I think they are just giving me a good show to watch.
Better still, a good comedy.
And seriously, I am enjoying every detail of it.


And you know what?
The best thing is that,
this comedy will still continue to unfold.
And you bet i will be watching.
Not just one drama..

I am always waiting for the next episode to get me glued to my seat...
And you bet i will keep my coke and popcorn close to me.