I did try blogging a couple of nights back okay but the stewpid PC shutdown on me
*damn you*
I think i will have to keep saving this entry under draft.
And that is even if i get to save it beside it shuts down on me
*URGH!*

AMP was lame today.
Mas was stuck at work and Efni was attending to her grandfather's funeral.
So i was alone.
With all the not-real-friends-and-insincerely-crude-people.
But I survived.
*thank god*
Probably there was one thing that made me smile in AMP today was surprisingly seeing Raja there. I've probably not seen him in ages. He entered my class and I squealed!
*blush*

Went over to Tampines afterward to visit Nyai.
One minute she was so chirpy and the next she got so sleepy..
*cute-sy*

Got over to the shop to grab dinner and I should announce this:
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF
Cos I ate only a quarter bowl of rice throughout the whole day.
I am on a DIET!
This time I really am.
I need to get mom stop mocking me about my weight.
And i am going to surprise my baby
*long lost baby*
My weight ballooned up to 60.5kg three weeks ago.
I couldn't help it.
I was travelling so much and i love eating.
so now i am nearing 56.5kg
*applause*
I cut down a lot of my food and it was terrible initially..
It was like going COLD TURKEY on drugs, i'm serious.
But this diet thingy i will need to continue till i go down to 50kg.
For now I definitely feel lighter and yes, you can still see my waistline
*lol*
Uzair said,"I wouldn't know you would have put on weight if you hadn't mentioned. I mean Mima, you are lucky they went to the right places"
*blush*
Yes, i have assets and only my hunny can afford the net worth
*he he*

I can't wait to see baby to show off my flatter(much flatter) tummy but its kinda good he's back only on the 7th February. Give me a bit more time to lose another kilo or two.
My weight does not fluctuate as badly as before.
I mean i could put on 1.5kg in a day and lose a kilo the next day even without dieting.
Now is different i think. I take 3 weeks to lose 4kg.
Indeed suffering.
I quit my Mac'donald's habit. Have not had Mac'Donald's for a month? or even longer i think
I cut down on my potato chips. Only had one in a month. Salty food.
I stopped on my coke AND diet coke. Plain water. That's it.
Probably just one serving of tea/coffee a day. Sometimes I don't have it.
When i go Starbucks, the baristas have a hard time mentioning my order
LOW FAT DECAF COFFEE FRAPPUCINO
*lol*
I have to.. *shut eyes* it's all about determination.
Yes dad, i will get on the threadmill soon..
*naughty grin*

Well, last night the family caught a movie.
Memoirs..
Second time for me but I enjoyed it still and Ein was the total opposite of Efni.
She was telliing me shuddup all the time.
*lol*

Ena's heading back to Aussie this Tuesday.
Just when I thought of getting Ef, Zam, Baby and me to go out with her, Zam is always constantly busy with work and baby's reservist would only end on that day.
I am always upset that his reservist is indeed very long and we rarely talk. Probably since he left, we talked only on 5 occasions on an average of 3 minute phone call.
I miss him a lot.
I really do...

Actually I am worried.
Especially with some guys out there who is making active contacts with me.
As much as I know I shouldn't stray, I just know myself.
I've warned him. I've warned him i would stray if something like this happens.
I've warned him i'm going to walk away when i think i had enough harbouring whatever i am harbouring now(only Ef knows!)
Pls be home soon baby. There are a lot of things you have to get settled.

Talking about work, I have probably sent out about 80 resumes since i quit my job.
No replies.
No interviews.
I don't think my qualification is a hindrance.
Nor my looks.
Or my experience.
Cos I am not that fussy in finding a job.
As long as it pays me better cos I have my own plans.
I sat down and tried to analyse where and what went wrong.
Re-wrote my resume.
Still didnt work.
Thought my knowledge of Mandarin was helpful,
Still didnt work.
I analysed the recruitment pattern, experiences from various first hand employees.
So this time I am going to send out resumes, with a picture of me without the tudung.
We'll see if I get replies. I will keep you guys updated.
If i get interviews, i will head down with the tudung.
*URGH!*

Did you know??
Did you know that dad wanted to bring us to KL tonight(sat) and come back on Sun night cos he had to meet one of his counterparts. And mom thought we had enough of KL. So we didnt go...
Mooooooooooooooooooommmm?!?!
So we didnt go.. obviously.. *poutz*
It was after dinner when she mentioned it around 11.30pm. I immediately stood up and said,"come let's head home and pack!"
Ein quipped,"not really you know. cos we havent unpacked from the Kuantan trip"
I will never have enough of KL. Only cos Melia's my second home.

But we had coffee to seal off the day.
Asked Paul along but he was busy drinking ALONE or so he said.
I only had volvic bottled water.