By the time I want to blog, I am indeed already exhausted. For the past 5 days, I have been home probably after 12 and nine hours later i'm at the office. Some punishment I have to go through going to work..

So anyway,
Happy Birthday Pebbles!
Finally and I mean finally you are 19. Phew!
I mean all your friends turned 19 and only now you did... But its ok cos you aged later.

Hida made her exit, earlier than expected. Wed was her last day. I made a point to get Shah have the car on a Monday and told the ladies that I was going to bring them out for lunch. Kak Nora was on 1 month leave with effect from Wed and when she comes back, I am no longer here.

Shah was waiting for me at the basement carpark to send me off to my Mandarin class. I came down red-faced and the first thing when he saw me, he hugged me in the car. After a while, then he asked me why. I told him I said goodbye to Kak Nora and she just needed to say 2 words that touched me. "Take care"

We promised to meet again. But promises were always meant to be broken cos she has her family and commitments and I have my schedule as well.. Knowing her is one of the blessings I got from God.

Exactly two weeks more to leaving this place.

I met Su last night. And I spent one and half hours telling her my story. Work, relationship. Mostly work. She was laughing and smiling. Gawd! I missed her.. I missed her again when she left. Shah was working on the night shift. He couldnt join us. But he managed to sit for abt 20 mins or so. And when the bill came, I took out my cash but he pulled out his credit card and I was like 'oh.. ok" and Su smiled and gave me a tiny pushed at my knee under the table. I smiled and Shah laughed and asked Su,"Why you laugh?"

And we burst out. He paid.
And I said,"Eh dah bagus tu kiter tak mkn ok"
He always have something about my spending. And with him I never spent too much. I didnt even spend a lot to reach too much. Unlike before... I probably spent my ass off and still am comfortable...

But Wed was a nice feeling in the afternoon. Shah took urgent leave. I wouldn't disclose why for now. But if everything is good, if everything turns out well, wooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! *shut mouth* ok I am not saying anything yet.. Results out in 2 weeks.. I cant wait..
Nervously waiting...
Hon, pls bring back good news for me...