Yesterday had a wonderful ending.. Kindof
Today i had a bad start. Sometimes i wish i'm not into whatever i am into now and before
I wish I had been more selfish about myself than to think and pity others
I wish I had more guts than this to move on with life
But all I can do now is nothing
Thing's been done.
Damage can't be unreversed.
I feel guilt in some sense
Anger in many.

Dad got himself a new toy.
Kept that secret between him and mom for a month. But they pay off was good when my sister and me look at it at different times of the day.
They enjoy the shock and I was really shocked..
SGA 936 L
People thought my dad bought the number.
9 in chinese means very strong.. 36 is very rich/good... I'm not that fantastic in translating these numbers.
But my parents love the number and multiple of 3.
Cos they nikah on the 30th.
Sanding on the 3rd
Have 3 children.. So many are 3

So anyway..
Its titanium red.. Mom's dream colour
And i didnt wanna believe though the numbers shown that it had only been on the road for 2hrs 48 mins, travelling only 33km.
The Kompressor

And I thought it was rented.
HA!
It wasn't.. Cool huh...I'm not here to brag but though I cant drive I feel as if I am the one who got the new car.
And they purposely fetched Pebbles from school and me from work to my class.

class was fun...
Somehow i feel i was twitching my mouth so much that i started laughing at myself
12 ang moh.. Mostly German *groan* and 4 Indians from India
im the only Sinagporean.
And the only one wearing the tudung. But overall I enjoyed myself.

Can I be alone? I just want to be alone. I want to stop thinking about other people and start thinking for myself. Cos when I get hurt like now, who would help me out?
*shake head*
Not anyone..

I need a getaway..
But it'll never happen
*sigh*
I hate my life