I'm alone!

Finally I am alone in the office.
The only one sitting on the second half of the office.
I love this serene feeling..
Being able to do my work in peace.
Not that i despise the noise in the office. It is good to have it though but it is just rare that I get an opportunity like this.
This is so cool...

Me and Shah fought, kiss and make up and it goes round and round..
I don't trust him.
Something happened and it is just so hard to trust him again..
He just have himself to prove himself..
But he keeps failing..
What am I to do? Sigh..
I have always been on the verge of letting it go..
Always have..

And probably heed Pebbles' advice.
Single and mingle.
Its a fun thought and indeed a tempting idea...

I find solace hearing this song by Eric Clapton..

Sailing down behind the sun,
Waiting for my prince to come.
Praying for the healing rain
To restore my soul again.


Just a toerag on the run.
How did I get here?
What have I done?
When will all my hopes arise?
How will I know him?
When I look in my father's eyes.
My father's eyes.
When I look in my father's eyes.
My father's eyes.


*Toerag is a British slang term for a worthless person, by analogy with the strips of cloth that vagrants wear in place of socks.*


Something just happened in the office.
Talk of the town
But I am too stunned...
I still am..
I'm gng to head to the loo and then call Paul.
I need a break

Mom called me at two and told me she has a lot of relatives coming over and she told me to come home quick.
But the way she made it sound was like life and death
And i told her I am going to get caught up.
Sigh..
Mom..
I wish she stop being anxious most times.
I mean I cant stop my work now and leave right?
At least that's the way she made it sound like.