I was down and out and over and under.
Whatever.. You name it.

It is one of the most terrible weekends I had.
But it was still manageable.

Didnt I mentioned I was coming down with a flu?
I am indeed flu-proned.


Friday night after work, I decided to pop in 2 tablets of panadol and sleep over it.


Next morning, temperature was sky high. 38.3 degrees.
Dearest told me to take a cold shower. Now that was the first torture for the day.

Got ready to go to the doc. Mom had been sweet cos she said i was her anak sorang for the day. THAT WAS RARE!!! So anak ni pun apa lagi..melampau lah! hehehehe.


Dearest called me. Insisted I took a flu jab.
I am so scared of injections ok!!!
So so so so so scared.

I kept refusing. He kept insisting.


So i gave in. Cos i needed to be well to accompany mom to the wedding on Sunday.


Initially, the doc said there wasnt a need to take the jab. Antibiotics was enough. But I insisted.Baik kan.. hehehe..

So the doc took out a glass bottle. Something to me was huge. He filled the syringe with 3ml of Voltaren. I gulped. That was A LOT!!!

I almost wanted to say,"Doc.. dun want already" But i told myself it would be over soon.

He said,"I have to inject you at your buttock"

I NEVER GOT JABBED AT THE BUTTOCK!!

I started to stammer. I only stammer when I am scared!! He said the meds was to much that if he inject at the arm, I would feel the pain.

He asked me,"You want to stand or lie down?"

Stand?!!? If I drop how? If I moved how?

I looked around. I didnt know how to open my pants in front of the doc. I didnt know how much to open. I didnt know whether to open my pants and get on the examination bed or vice versa.

IT WAS MY FIRST TIME...
In my heart i was screaming for mom..

Luckily Doc told me how much to pull down. Half way down the buttock.

Anyway when he told me that he was jabbing my butt, in my head was,"Seluar dalam aper aku pakai eh?"

*lol*

When I lay on the examining bed with pants half down my butt, subconsciously I was squeezing my butt tight.

Tension ok!

The doc was rubbing my butt with a alcohol wool,"Relax relax.."

That was $52 off my bank. Darn!

Then as per normal.. kan anak mak sorang, i became a opportunist to tell mom to head to town for lunch

Ah tu lar.. melampau kan..

But we settled for Parkway Parade and lucky we did cos 30 mins later, my allergy came. Eyes were puffing and I couldn't breathe.

The reaction was so fast that by the time we wanted to walk to the car, Mom had to hold me. My coordination was bad. I cant breathe. I cant think.


Doc gave me another jab. 2 dosages of Piriton.
Swell was supposed to subside within 15 mins. It didnt but it was taking effect.

Prob was I still couldn't breathe. I told mom i needed to see the doc again. Cos I cant sit or stand or lay down.

Doc put me on nabuliser for 10 mins.

Mom was sitting in front of me and I had the mask on. I almost fell off the chair twice cos I dozed off.Prob I had too much drugs in me.Became too high already...


I still followed mom to the wedding today.
Eyelids higher than the nose bridge.
In fact, cant even see my nose bridge.
Till now, I am still swelling. Lucky doc give me an MC on Mon.



Some pretended to be concerned of my eye. Mostly keypo, wanting to know how come it wasnt the gorgeous me on a function.

Some would probably snigger that they look better than me today.

*roll eyes*

I told mom, it didnt matter how I looked.
I still carried myself as per normal. People were asking me to wear sunglasses. But I was confident enough to walk and talk with them seeing the alien face.

I went to the wedding for a reason..

I still have 2 more weddings to attend in 2 weeks time seeing the same people I see today.



But there are some wonderful people I meet during the wedding. That I am glad.


I am praying this face is back in shape when I see dearest this coming Thurday!!!


We(dearest and me) will be watching Shrek 3 when i come down to KL... *giggles* wah so exciting kan dating... But with my bro and sis coming along. So conventional style of dating...


I am just praying that this turns out right.


Yes there were still tons of people at the wedding asking me,"Bila you punya turn"


Or asking my mom,"Bila nak timang cucu?"


When Dearest and me have finalised something, I will let the necessary know. But I will definitely be the one deciding on who should come.



I dreamt you came to the house last night. You came to visit my brother. But I was so angry for the fact you dared to enter my house. I was mad when I knew my parents let you in. GOD DAMN SHAME ON YOU! I screamed from upstairs, asking you to come up so I can slap that face of yours. But you didn't dare. Why? Then I realised.. my anger to you has not simmered.


I found out only today why I dreamt of you...


Don't try to get close with my family. I will never allow that. And if you do, watch what I am going to do next. Come any closer and pray that at that time, you still have your face intact.


You might try to play it smooth. I will not detroy your friendship. But I will never allow you to touch or come close to my family again. Don't dream of it.


I Will never allow a plaque like you to bring another infection.