Been trying to archive my mail the whole morning and my lotus notes keep jamming on me.
Damn..
I keep having to do zapnotes to keep my Lotus Notes running again.

I practically cant get anything done for the morning.

But then again, let's blame it on Monday Blues

Weekends are just like all the other weekends.

Stay at home on Saturdays and doing the housework.

But I managed to spend a good time reading.
I was reading on a true story of a Black girl who had experienced loveless childhood.
Constance Beverly Briscoe.


It is really motivating reading her story.
Not many people could live a life like hers and end up today being a jugde.


I spend a lot of time reading and analysing people's lives and not only mine.


I have a fair share of dark lives and i moved on from time to time.
Sometimes understanding the physics of life.
Most times never.


Girlfriend tries very hard until today to make me understand the meaning of life balances.


The reasons to why i am going through what i am going through today.
Physics of my own life.


Clearly at this point of time, i feel utterly detached to so many things.
I am just going through the motions of life.


Wake up, head to work, work, go back home, read, sleep


That is the physics in Mimaland for now


And somehow, i am contented.


I was browsing my friendster and my other friend's profile.
I dont do this often.

This really mean that I had nothing to do
*ahaks*


And i see so many of them are married.
Some even pregnant/married with kids.


Honestly, i am happy for them.


Nothing is more interesting than to embark in another journey.
A new journey
With new lives.


And it struck me that i will be turning 25 in the next month.
Somehow birthdays, or at least my very own, don't excite me.


Girlfriend asked if i was pressured.

*lol*

NO WAY!


Kids are never in my itenary of life.
Not till i turn 30 at least
*lol*


Marriage?


I believe it will come when the right time comes.



My life is far from balanced.


But looking at it, I have a job which pays me sufficiently well.
In fact a job which some of you would die for

I have a family.
I still have my parents to pour my responsibilties on
My siblings who irritate and make me cry and laugh

So what else is there to fret technically?


Nothing.


At the end of it, i think it is just my PMS talking.


Anyway no pics today cos my partner in crime aka Efni is not in the afternoon shift
And i didnt have the mood to do anything in the office.


Ok my next book on the list
Kite Runner


Few people have recommended this.