I need sleeping pills.
I find it hard to sleep. In fact i have to force myself to sleep.
It would only be 4 plus when i get to drift off and would probably wake up at 8.
So unusual of me waking up so early..
I would end up forcing myself to sleep again, drag myself up at 12 cos i cant sleep any longer.
Get a quick shower
Sit in front of the pc and wait for mommy to wake up before we head for lunch or dinner or whatever.. then coffee at night after Ein finish studying..

I think i am thinking too much.
I am so worried of the outcome and that baby and I took a little time apart.
It ended up driving me crazy.
I hope things would work out eventually.

I am going to get up and do something
At least beginning next week, i would be occupied from mondays to thursdays evenings.
Mon and wed, mandarin classes which start at seven
Tues and thurs i have to teach tuition at Mount Vernon.
Did i tell you that Ghurkhas are mostly good looking and what's best is that they are well-built.
~drools~

on wednesday, me and baby decided to take time off and give him time to settle things on his side. I have not mentioned this issue to Mom. I don't know how to tell her even though i tried to yesterday. well.. the time off doesn't seem like it.
Ok probably we don't talk on the phone. And we eliminate 80% communication.
Now, he's suggesting we meet on a Saturday.
*roll eyes*

Anyway, yesterday i surprised many..
I was at the pc sending out my resumes and dad said," Intan, i need to go to the service centre to send uncle Max's laptop for repair and need to activate my windows."
"huh? now?"
"ya quick .. before mommy wakes up"
*lol*
I MSNed Zam and we wanted to give Rizal a surprise.

The minute i entered the service centre, i got so many surprise looks from everyone at the front counter. And rizal wasn't there. So i called the engineer and dad and me settle something with him.
I walked over to the counter to log in Uncle Max's case and there was Rizal sitting down at counter 3.
I never seen his eyes so big before.
*lol*
I smiled.

Its so great meeting everyone at front counter.
they never changed.
Wonderful!
Eric invited me over to his house for his son's one month celebration this saturday
i met kak nora. Her tummy now is big!
*giggles*
And she is indeed glowing!
Dad stayed behind at the service centre cos i was mingling with many of them.
It is just great.
I wish i could bring some of these people with me.
But it is good to know we will be meeting up again on Saturday.
And i am coming as a single lady cos Baby has dinner at Ritz Carlton that night.
Getting an award for his silat.
*hugs*

I am crushed for not being able to see him compete in the SEA Games next year.
*sniffles*