Hello everybody!
Just some chripy mood I have at 3.30am.
Fuck!
I can't sleep.

I was at Spotlight with mom the other day and I went like,"Mom.."
Mom: What?
Me: I think i wanna do sewing cos i am damn bored at home
Mom: Do la..
Ended up spending $75 on materials and book..
I told Rizal and he laughed..
And i thought 'shit!what have i brought myself into?'
4 days now since I started on sewing.. its progressing pretty well and guess what?
One day I picked up the phone and called Hon and said,"I think I'd rather stay at home. Do my sewing. Watch VCDs. A lil' housework here and there."
And I have been waking up like freaking late nowadays..
The earliest: 11.30am
today was the best: 2.45pm..
Damn.. i am really like pigging out..
Guys... pls don't check out the weight
*chuckles*
but its ok.. I'm still as gorgeous as ever.. *lolx*
Dad would wake me up and say,"Wake up CP"
(open an eye.. groan)"What CP?"
"Couch potato!"
I'll just groan and go back to sleep..
I mean what the hell do i wake up early for?
Mom would say,"Intan tengok TV ajer eh?"
Abis nak buat aper sey?

So 3 weeks with no job.. this is how i look now.. Pics from the last two KL trips.. Christmas and New Year


See the TUMMY?? *lol* (psst... the ass as well) Khakaka


Christmas dinner at Concorde where we had our fav band


Yes! we had pillows in the car! *chuckles*


Watchng the fireworks at at midnight on New Year..


Playing Uno at Damansara

I am blogging and smelling the smell of kambings which is opp my house ok!!
I got out of the car after dinner at 2am and scream at them.."Baaa! Oh look there is one of me there! A black sheep! Hahaha.. Ouh.. you only happen to have a blackhead"
Its going to be Hari Raya Haji soon.
Tomorrow technically.
Mentioning about it, baby did the most wonderful thing that anyone has ever done for me(okay parents excluded). He called me a day prior to his KL trip
Rizal: I did something today
Me: Mmmm.. what?
Rizal: I dah isi form
Me: Form aper?
Rizal: Korban kambing..
Me: ouh..
Rizal: Untuk you tau..
*stunned*
Me: For me? huh? for me? FOR WHAT!?!?!

His gift.
I love you hon.

Then later that day he said that he himself is going to slaughter that particular kambing.
Goodness.. can you imagine how could my heart not melt?

Rizal and Haizam have safely arrived Singapore just now.
They had a good time..
You freaking gays!
Oh did i tell you guys I have a liking for women.. you know.. as long as they don't have long hair and they resemble a bit of their dad.. You know what I mean..
*lol*
Zul had always found it sick..
Whatever..
So that day I went to PS. Craved for my coffee frappucino. Entered Starbucks and was served by THE girl. Mom later asked for Chocolate Frappucino.. Went in back and ordered for her. This time round, our eyes connected. We smiled. I blushed..
Goodness. I blushed..
Dammit.. She's cute alright!
Brown skin.. chiseled face... spiky hair..
Grrr....
Hahaha!

Talking about PS, I called up my old friend yesterday.. One of the greatest friends i have..or had.. I dunnoe..
Haida
We talked.
She's still with the same sucky live-in boyfriend who hates me and Shareda. And apparently, we can't meet cos that asshole feels that she shouldnt be mingling around with us..
Fuck that asshole.
Me: Does he know that that I am on the line?
Haida: No
Me: So does he allow you to see me and Shareda?
Haida: No
Me: Oh my god.. That bad?
Haida: Ya
Me: And you are also not supposed to be talking on the phone with me?
Haida: Ya
Me: Is he beside you now?
Haida: Ya

Goodness..
But here's the refreshing part
Haida: So you are still with your boyfriend?
Me: Huh? Which one? (lol)
Haida: the one that I met
Me: Which one? I have no idea how long ago was it that I met you..
Haida: Zul.
Me: *lol* nope.. no more..
Haida: Got someone new?
Me: Uh huh.. *lol*
Haida: So how many this time round?
Me: Excuse me? hahahahahha... how many? What do you mean?
Haida: Ouh.. you know.. you never had one.. there are always a few more
Me: Yeah.. i've changed.. Ive turned over a new leaf.. hahaha
Haida: Yah right.. My ass is laughing..
Me: I'm serious
Haida: I will never believe you.. I've known you for a long time..

I wish she isnt so blind.. I just wish she isn't.. I want her back.. I missed her so much.. I really do.. Gawd we did loads of things together and she just changed. We eat together, shit together, went out together, called each other up at 3 or 4am in the morning just to say 'he dumped me' and cried or to say 'he said he loved me and cried'.. Damn I want my Haida back.

I bumped into Azil on Saturday with his gf. He's a bassist i think in Mistaken Pirates. The band Zul is playing for. Guess they wanted to catch a midnight show. I was heading off and decided to say hi to them. They asked me whether the movie 'The Dark' was good... And i was like 'ummmm i don't watch movies. I cant remember when was the last time I watched it'..
*lol*

Heading off to bed now..
Night peps..
Oh by the way.. I am starting my Mandarin class again tmr
Mondays and Wednesdays!!!
Wooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo!!!
yeah yeah.. Such a manjan