Today I will be away for camp..
Have to 'book in' at 8.30am.
Shah will have to fetch haizam first, then me, then ef and then ena..
he's asleep while i blogged this
and I had just finished packing my stuffs
Gawd!

Have been looking forward to this day..

I spent my monday with Efni and Ena before the 3 of us met up with mom
And mom thinks Ef is cute
Chuber eh!
Went for my second last Mandarin class and met Chiari(ein's Japanese friend) at the shop
*gushes*
This time round I kissed and hugged her and my sister didnt!
wahaha!
I've always thought she was charming
*gushes*
stop it eh

I heard stories...
Legend of me didnt die in HP. I received touching smses today..
Awwww.. So sch-weet!
But a leech will always be a leech..
hmmm blood-sucking mother fucker I supposed..
I am not going to hold bck anything anymore.
See...
Someone has been spying on my blog. Keeping himself constantly updated trying to act as a shield to his 'friend'
whatever la eh...
i don't need a blog-hoppper to be such a pussy and have a mouth like a bitch updating.
Seriously.. what kind of fucking thrill do they get..
Take a look:

19th Dec 2005, 02:46 PM
bloghop: To think of the pain of others

19th Dec 2005, 02:46 PM
bloghop: Just as the weak and sick person is concerned with his own pain

19th Dec 2005, 02:46 PM
bloghop: This will keep him too busy to concern himself with the faults of others

19th Dec 2005, 02:46 PM
bloghop: "If a man is wise and fears Allah,

19th Dec 2005, 12:15 AM
blog hop: someone told bad things abt u to your MD.

Alright here we go...
First things first..
This is person must be in the room to know that I was talking about Siti(oh i was blog hopping too and I saw this.. can I assume the tags were referring to me?)
I didnt know he was so sure cos honestly, i don't quite bother to talk about people who don't work woth me to my MD.

Secondly, i think this arse-hole aint got the faintest idea what i've been through.
hmm.. talking about a wise man who fears Allah, i think he is too busy to be such a man too cos apparently i figure that he has got nothing much to do except to bloghop.

Poor him...

I held back whatever I needed to say cos I wanted to work
I wanted co-operation
I wanted teamwork
But I aint got any

My departure would have bring relief or joy to i-know-who.
I decided not to be in the office, swallowing whatever I have swallowed, then bottle what I feel and then feel so hurt and start saying things which may not be right.
But one thing shall remain.
The fact that I have a blog to maintain.
A blog that is on the world wide web and a blog for me to express whatever I would want to express.

Sue me...
Do they have a universal law for this?
For expressing something about someone online.
hmmm...

Sometimes, I wish they are just wasting their time..
Move on peps!
Move on...
Hurt others not me cos I am immuned to it.
But i suggest you stop trying to dominate people's life.
Seriously..

Call me a bitch, baby
I don't mind.
Cos you never had anything pleasant to say about me did you.
There was always something with the way I carried myself which is not right.
You always seemed to be better
but that's what it is...
Seemed...
NOTHING REAL