I am in so much pain still..
I feel like pumping in morphine. Aspirins aren't enough.
Now i know how it feels to be half handicapped.
There are so many things i cant do now.


There are a couple of people who said i should write a book.
One suggested to write about life and how changing one thing will affect the consequences.
Change one thing. Change everything.

Yes I would love to write a book.
I told the person I am waiting for myself to mature a bit more and be more articulate in my writing.
But I was told no need.
*lol*
Thank you for having that faith.

I might just want to work on it.



I realise i have friends.
In my recent toughest moments, they were there for me.
It touched me a lot when they try to ease my pain.
And friends are those who don't critisize my situation.


I have not gone anywhere outside office.
I couldnt walk much.
So we ate nearby. If not ordered delivery.
Thanks pals!



The best part of my life are my siblings.
The never-ending support they give. The attention i get from them. The concerns they have for me.The numerous calls i get from them daily.
I love you guys.

p/s Pebbles: You will know when you can lepaskan geram with me. It will be when I jump on you FIRST!
Muahahaha!


Yes i am immersing myself in work.
Anyway workload is like nobody's business.
But i LOIKE!!

Handover started yesterday.
I will be doing the Executive Account Management Pack (EAM Pack)
And my first presentation will be on the 9th.
Best kan!
3 presentations a month.
2 external and 3 internal meetings per month.
Whee!


Family...

They are the best things that happen in your life.
No matter what happen.
No matter whether they said you are the hardest to take care of.
No matter if they said they are going to throw you out of the house,
you can always be rest assured of their love.
They wanted you in this world, didnt they.

I wake up every day, thanking God for blessing me with the best thing in life.
Family.
My parents
&
My siblings that rawks


And to you,
You know what you had done.
"Give me back my point of view cos i just cant think for you"

Let me try to write this in Malay
*ahem*

*thinking*
Ouh my god.. it is hard.. *lol*

Ok let's try.

Sekiranya terlubuk niat yang baik, akan ku sering doakan yang mulia dan baik untukmu.
TETAPI
Sekiranya terlubuk niat yang kurang baik demi mengikut nafsu, maka akan ku doakan yang TERmulia dan TERbaik untukmu,
Insya Allah


p/s: This is my second day to work without any traces of make up on my face.
Wierd right?
GIVE ME 10 rounds of applause.
*applause*

It is a matter of time for me to get used to it.
And i already am.

Nothing you have done indirectly will pull me down.

That someone is right.
I'm going to turn out stronger than I was.
For a start, I am still alive