PMS took a 360 degree turn.

I wanted to blog out something else last night. But i left it in my 'draft' box. I am going to let it sit there for a while till i am perked up enough for write about it.

I am in a solemn mood.
So hit me anyone if you feel like it. This time i promise I won't bite back.
I will let you off. But I won't forget so probably next time.
For the time being, I have no reaction. Though i have a good feeling that i am being trespassed again.
But i will take care of that later.


I'm not sure if this feeling was brought about my the abundant of work in the office yesterday.
It was really packed.
# times I visited the toilet - 1
# times I visited the printer room - 3
The other time was only lunch.
And it didnt help that i knocked off late too and headed to the mosque for blajar.

Probably i am just too exhausted.
And my stress levels cant be too high cos i am capable of getting high blood pressure.
Anxiety makes my heart pump faster.

And i think i had an anxiety attack last night.
But it wasn't the last time i got it, was a couple of months back.
When i lacked of sleep, stressing out something which i thought was so real but ended up so fraud.

I never saw or met anything so fake, so fraud, full of deception, such a cheat, a great pretender like this one.
And it really surprised me when i did.
I mean the person who is in front of you may not potray himself the way he is.
And people are deceived.
Yes people.. It is just not me. And you may be surprised he might just be next to you.

I didnt think people would even lie to me where they live potraying that they live in a house as big as my dad's or
I didnt think people would even lie to me that they they have loads of cash but actually they have nothing.
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me about the job they had
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me about their position in the company
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me about their NS lives
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me about their previous relationships
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me that they are so good in a certain sport but was never known to be in that organisation.
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me, painting a picture of life which i presumed he would like to have but never did.
or
I didnt think people would even lie to me that they are not into relationships but you see them dropping friend requests in a Malay web.


Sounds like a psycho? But people can make up psychotic stories to you and you may never know.
If you happen to come across such arses, just send them to the psychiatric.
Pity them a lil'

Yes
That is how much i know.

That is how bad it is.

But anyway, I am thinking of starting rock-climbing with Sue tomorrow.
Yishun Safra.
After work.
Its been 6 years since i climbed a high wall. And i am going to lepaskan gian tomorrow.
I don't know how good i am anymore in climbing. Confirm i am gng to pull and stretch all muscles.
And definitely i am gng to bring my pebbles along.

It is indeed true that i was climbing in Junior College for 2 years, representing school for Under-21.
That's not fraud.

But i didnt represent Singapore and never was i given the opportunity.
Neither was i asked to coach any team.
Nor i travelled overseas on a climbing expedition.



See i told you i wouldn't bite.
But if there happened to be someone who felt bitten,
*shrug*
so be it.