I had a bad night last night.
I think i hurt him more than what i thought it would hurt.
I feel worse than bad.
I think no words can express how sorry i am
And how much i love him.
What is done will always create a mark in the history of life.

But i pray deep down he knows.
That he knows how much i feel for him
And how sorry I am.
Cos he is worth my fight, worth my love, worth my time, worth my sacrifice.
But i dont think i could tell him all that now.
For i am disappointed in myself more than he is disappointed in me.

I wish I could just give him a huge hug and pour everything out.
Or better still, rewind back the time.
But no.
I think he needs some time away from me.
And it pains me.

By the way, i arrived work and looked at my table.
Guess what was the name they placed on my cubicle wall?
NuramiNa
Goodness gracious..
cant they ever get my name right?
First was Nuranima
And then now is Nuramina.
And even when they've changed my name in the add book, my email ID still remains as nurani.
Like Hello!!!
*sigh*